Forwards
Usually I just delete those numerous forwards that i get in my inbox. Read this one somewhere. Just read it. Somewhere down the line you may feel like you are reading about yourself. Whoever wrote this and if you are reading this, you are way to good, MAN!!!
It is when you stop going along with the crowd andstart realizing that there are a lot of things aboutyourself that you didn't know and may or may not like.You start feeling insecure and wonder where you willbe in a year or two, but then get scared because youbarely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that,maybe, those friends that you thought you were soclose to aren't exactly the greatest people you haveever met and the people you have lost touch with aresome of the most important ones. What you do notrealize is that they are realizing that too and arenot really cold or catty or mean or insincere, butthat they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what youthought you would be doing or maybe you are lookingfor one and realizing that you are going to have tostart at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, ofsocializing with the same people on a constant basis.But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.
You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gottenstronger. You see what others are doing and findyourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundariesin your life and add things to your list of what isacceptable and what is not. You are insecure and thensecure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force ofyour life. You feel alone and scared and confused.Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling onto the past with dear life but soon realize that thepast is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone youloved could do such damage to you or you lay in bedand wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough toget to know better. You love someone but maybe lovesomeone else too and cannot figure out why you aredoing this because you are not a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to lookcheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiotstarts to look pathetic. You go through the sameemotions and questions over and over and talk withyour friends about the same topics because you cannotseem to make a decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future andmaking a life for yourself and while wining the racewould be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading thisrelates to it. We are in our best of times and ourworst of times, trying as hard as we can to figurethis whole thing out.
It is when you stop going along with the crowd andstart realizing that there are a lot of things aboutyourself that you didn't know and may or may not like.You start feeling insecure and wonder where you willbe in a year or two, but then get scared because youbarely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that,maybe, those friends that you thought you were soclose to aren't exactly the greatest people you haveever met and the people you have lost touch with aresome of the most important ones. What you do notrealize is that they are realizing that too and arenot really cold or catty or mean or insincere, butthat they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what youthought you would be doing or maybe you are lookingfor one and realizing that you are going to have tostart at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, ofsocializing with the same people on a constant basis.But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.
You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gottenstronger. You see what others are doing and findyourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundariesin your life and add things to your list of what isacceptable and what is not. You are insecure and thensecure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force ofyour life. You feel alone and scared and confused.Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling onto the past with dear life but soon realize that thepast is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone youloved could do such damage to you or you lay in bedand wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough toget to know better. You love someone but maybe lovesomeone else too and cannot figure out why you aredoing this because you are not a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to lookcheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiotstarts to look pathetic. You go through the sameemotions and questions over and over and talk withyour friends about the same topics because you cannotseem to make a decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future andmaking a life for yourself and while wining the racewould be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading thisrelates to it. We are in our best of times and ourworst of times, trying as hard as we can to figurethis whole thing out.
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