Karma - Part 1
Hmmm..Let me start where I left off...
One of those days while I was staying with my brother after my graduation during my holidays, he told me how to go about things and not think too much about results.As long you give your best that is what matters. All that talk did make a whole lot of sense, but then now I have been asking myself whether that is all that is there to it? Is it all that matters? And very often I get answers that it is not all that matters...
Now why am I writing all this in the first place?
To explain all that I ll have to back in time...
2004 - I competed my graduation and I thought that I ll sit and prepare for few exams that will get me through for an MBA admission somewhere or the other.Prefarably the top b-schools in the country. But then that was not to be. I lost the game. Got knocked down. Some near misses as far as few results were concerned and a lot of them by a long shot. Places where I did get through the writtens I could not make it through in the next rounds of interview. I got up again. Results did bother me. Why? Why did it bother me so much? I did give my best. Where did i go wrong?Was something wrong the way i went about things? Or was it that some other way of letting me know that I was not cut out for such things. So what do I do? I had lost one year. Have to do something now.Come On!! think!!think!!think!!act!!act!!act!! That was all that went in my head while I was awake in the evening s getting ready for the shifts. while shitting, wile brushing my teeth, while talking to my folks over the phone, while being with my friends, while polishing those shoes , while washing my clothes...i had to do something about it
To know more wait for "karma - part 2"
Actually who am i kidding here? Who am I telling to wait and see karma part 2. I am pretty sure I am the only one reader who ever writes or even views this blog.I would be lying if i said that it does not matter to me whether no one reads it. But then things are easier this way because I dont have to put too much thoughts into what has been going on in my weird head. These rambling thoughts dont have to go through spell check or grammer check because I m the only one inconvenienced by it. But then from now I ll make the serious effort of punctuating my sentences as well as i can. and avoid using the .....(dots) to indicate the long pauses of thought as to what to write and whether to write that, etc. Why does not anyone read my blog? cos i like i that way. i have no plans of letting peple know that i am writing this blog. how long will this continue? I dont know that. Will I keep updating without anyone to comment on what I am writing? All I can say to that is: HELL!! OH YEAH !!
One of those days while I was staying with my brother after my graduation during my holidays, he told me how to go about things and not think too much about results.As long you give your best that is what matters. All that talk did make a whole lot of sense, but then now I have been asking myself whether that is all that is there to it? Is it all that matters? And very often I get answers that it is not all that matters...
Now why am I writing all this in the first place?
To explain all that I ll have to back in time...
2004 - I competed my graduation and I thought that I ll sit and prepare for few exams that will get me through for an MBA admission somewhere or the other.Prefarably the top b-schools in the country. But then that was not to be. I lost the game. Got knocked down. Some near misses as far as few results were concerned and a lot of them by a long shot. Places where I did get through the writtens I could not make it through in the next rounds of interview. I got up again. Results did bother me. Why? Why did it bother me so much? I did give my best. Where did i go wrong?Was something wrong the way i went about things? Or was it that some other way of letting me know that I was not cut out for such things. So what do I do? I had lost one year. Have to do something now.Come On!! think!!think!!think!!act!!act!!act!! That was all that went in my head while I was awake in the evening s getting ready for the shifts. while shitting, wile brushing my teeth, while talking to my folks over the phone, while being with my friends, while polishing those shoes , while washing my clothes...i had to do something about it
To know more wait for "karma - part 2"
Actually who am i kidding here? Who am I telling to wait and see karma part 2. I am pretty sure I am the only one reader who ever writes or even views this blog.I would be lying if i said that it does not matter to me whether no one reads it. But then things are easier this way because I dont have to put too much thoughts into what has been going on in my weird head. These rambling thoughts dont have to go through spell check or grammer check because I m the only one inconvenienced by it. But then from now I ll make the serious effort of punctuating my sentences as well as i can. and avoid using the .....(dots) to indicate the long pauses of thought as to what to write and whether to write that, etc. Why does not anyone read my blog? cos i like i that way. i have no plans of letting peple know that i am writing this blog. how long will this continue? I dont know that. Will I keep updating without anyone to comment on what I am writing? All I can say to that is: HELL!! OH YEAH !!
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